Your pretty face is going to hell.

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 15:04:01 GMT

friday night i went to a concert with troy and cassie, we got pretty blazed.i saw anna and ryann and nicole there which was pretty cool. i went to see genes band but had to leave before the could play there set. Amaranthus was wicked good and so were Shatter the silence. AMARANTHUS uhh cassies great :)

Thu, 26 May 2005 20:38:41 GMT

im going out with cassie, shes wicked fuckin cool.

nothin else to update on

peace nuccas

Wed, 11 May 2005 20:43:56 GMT

i <3 you ;) this is sweet anyone read this? if you do click that link, its not porn but its funny as hell

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 15:08:56 GMT

just chillin out at tonys. 4 more days...
call me sometime 978 7524

peace

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 16:05:48 GMT

we promised each other we would never grow apart. i miss you and i hope you feel same...

im home

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 07:29:35 GMT

i moved in with my dad who lives near walgrees, i start spauldingon monday, nobody reads this so why the fuck am i writing? later

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 04:37:53 GMT

i hate alton, i wish i could take my house and put it in rochester, that would be the fucking greatest
ive got a weekend job son.
not much to update about.

any ladies out there looking for a good time call 875 0464, seriously im desperate.

weed

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 06:57:34 GMT

hmmmmmmm,..

The Life Of Kyle Medara
BRy": sAlysia /Now;l

kylres cheeks huertt fgrom smkilign nso much and hes still can't stip.
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kyel skept atm m,y hsoue./..we wsathched SLC Punk...rthata a
oprety fuckin good movuie

il lolve my liefe

i l veoe weed

lifes doesnt suck,............imk prettt ufkvcun high

"my wrust hurts"
-kyle

the life of alysia noel
by kyle medara

on the day o f august 08 . 2004 i kyle medara slept at alysias house with the canook. we were going to anitque her but she made us promise we wouldnt. so we went sdownastaires and borrorwsesd her lighters and i took my knowiife out an d scrapoed the resin from my masking tape bong and bvuabtrians covbowwl and i goufnfd andthiontys piocket knife and i took it and scraped the resot of the resin out of the bong a nd the bwol thenwe smoked and talked for lik an hour or 45 minute s or somthing. we got the vlack thuibng im sleeping oin and wealked up the statisesistaris with a b lavnket so i could dlspleep in the computer toomroom.alyhsias boreke her screen once it was ihilariosus

this J entry ofis asll done, iom ghigh im high im high im high G UNIT im a soldia what im high wthats whats

alysias ins organizing my party so shell be inviting ytou not me, shell decided when it is not me, shell decide how your all getting upo ther not me

if you dont get invitded, yell at alysia
but she says"if you get invited that sucks"

I STABBED ALYSIA IN THE FOOT, SHE NOW HAS A MINOR FLESH WOUND IN HER RIGHT FOOT

yo d

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 17:10:16 GMT

summerschool sucks but we get 10 minute breaks and thats cool. heather broke up with me. alton really sucks with out all of the people from rochester i usually hang out with. Ive been reallizing how much i miss my old apartment, so many good times there, and if your friends with brian or if youve ever been there you know what im talking about.

*sexy*sweet*and*single*

875-0464 , thats my new phone number if you ever feel like jacking up your phone bill with long distance phone calls

Party july 30th now, everyones invited, you just gotta find you own ride.

im starting to talk to a lot of my old friends again like brittany and alysia and sarah, its cool.

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 03:41:03 GMT

i live in alton now, im also going backout with heather. ive lived there for a week and ive spent 3 nights there. i can pass, i have to go to summershcool for math. im having a party july 25th

Sat, 15 May 2004 11:40:19 GMT

in about an hour and a half im going to middleton for a week because my mom left about half an hour ago to go to wisconsin to go visit her cool boyfriend whos there on work.

friday nights going to be a hell of a lot of fun.

Sun, 09 May 2004 15:20:29 GMT

[in the morning I am]: half ass sleeping
[all I need is]: music,friends,reef
[love is]: different
[I'm afraid of]: heroin
[I dream about]: bars and grocery stores

Have you ever

[pictured your 1 of “crushes” naked?]: yes, yes i have
[actually seen your 1 of “crushes” naked]: half way naked
[been in love]: i think so
[cried when someone died]: no
[lied]: yea
[kissed someone]: yes, yes i have

Which is better

[coke or Pepsi]: pepsi
[flowers or candy]: candy
[tall or short]: im tall

WiTH THE OPPOSiTE SEX

[what do you notice first?]: a lot of things
[last person u slow danced with]: Heather Smith
[worst question to ask]: no idea

Who

[makes you laugh the most?]: jake a, brian, torey, jenna, and beau milla
[makes you smile]: heather effing smith
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: heather effing smith
[do you have a crush on?]: Heather
[has a crush on you?]: hmmmm
[easiest to talk to]: no one really

Do you ever

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no
[save aol/aim conversations]: not since a while ago
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: no
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: no

Have you ever

[fallen for your best friend]: no/yes
[been rejected]: yea
[rejected someone]: yea
[used someone]: no
[been cheated on]: yea
[done something you regret]: yea, i regret it a lot

Who was the last person

[you talked to on the phone]: my mom yesterday
[you instant messaged]: krista
[you laughed with]: beau milla heather torey and jenna

Do you

[color your hair?] no
[ever get off the damn computer]: no
[habla espanol]: i dont speak spanish, no

Do you..Are you

[smoke cigarettes]: no
[obsessive]: no
[could you live without the computer]: yea
[how many people are on your buddylist?]:43
[what's your favorite food?]: macoroni and cheese
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: pineapples are good
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunrises are cool
[what hurts the most?] my wrist is sore
[trust others way too easily?]: i dont think so

Number

[of times i have had my heart broken?]: 2 maybe
[of hearts i have broken?]: 2 maybe
[of continents i have lived in?]: one
[of tight friends?]: a few+10
[of cd's that i own?]: real cds=14 burnt=a lot
[of scars on my body?]: quite a few
[of things in my past that i regret?]: 1 stands out right about now

im going back out with heather....again.

Sun, 02 May 2004 01:38:31 GMT

i guess i can see why heather broke up with me. who wants to go out with someone whos moving in july?

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 14:38:17 GMT

tuesday and wednesday i hung out with heather, torey, beau milla. tuesday it was heather torey brian and beau. wednesday it was torey, beau, anthony, heather, and erv and robbie parker and corissa stopped by.

im moving to Alton in july.i might move in with my dad if dont want to move into alton.

heather smith is the best.

Say something.
You know youve only got one.
Change your ways while your young
Boy one day youll be a man
Oh girl he'll help you understand

Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it

Looking back
at sunsets on the eastside
We lost track...of the time
Dreams are what they used to be
Somethings set by so carelessly

smile like you mean it
smile like you mean it

And someone is calling my name
From the back of the restaurant
And someone is playing a game
In the house that i grew up in
And someone will drive around
Down the same streets that i did
On the same streets that i did

Smile like you mean it

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 13:12:45 GMT

We took a walk that night but it wasnt the same
We had a fight on the prom night out in the rain
She said she loved me but she had somewhere to go
She couldnt scream while i held her close
I swore id never let her go

Tell me what you wanna know oh c'mon oh c'mon oh c'mon
There aint no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine so c'mon oh c'mon oh c'mon

I know my rights ive been here all day and its time
For me to go so let me know if its alright
I just cant take this
I swear i told you the truth
She couldnt scream while i held her close
I swore id never let her do

Tell me what you wanna know oh cmon
And then you whisper in my ear
I know what your doin here oh cmon

There aint no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine

The greatest song.

i love heather smith

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 01:09:56 GMT

i take that cast thing back, im getting it off friday. if any one cares.

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 23:50:12 GMT

cast off in one week..even. uh 50 bucks for grades. april vacation friday. thats about it.

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 21:16:46 GMT

me and heather are going out again.i got some new shoes today. easters tomorrow and i know for a fact im getting some shorts. uhh rise against is excellent. emo sucks. cast off the 21st.

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 00:15:48 GMT

me and stephanie are kaput. just thought id let you know, if you even read this. and just to let you know, there is no actual description of what jesus looks like so for all you know i could be jesus.

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 23:48:03 GMT

I am officially not cool anymore.

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 22:05:40 GMT

for future reference krista ruel owes me a chocolate and vanilla shake with cherrys, whipped cream, sprinkles, and cholate syrup lining the cup.

stole this biatch from megan

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 01:45:01 GMT

1) What time are you starting this? 8:21 pm
2) Name: kyle
3) Date of birth?: July 25
4) Sex: male
5) Height?: 5'9
6) Eye color?: brown
7) Weight?: i dont even know
8) Location?: rochester
9) School?: RMS
10) Have you ever failed a grade?: yea
11) If you have, what grade did you fail?: 7th
12) Do you have crush on someone?: no
13) Do you have a bf/gf?: yea
14) What are you wearing right now?: shorts and a t shirt
15) Would you have sex before marriage?: yea
16) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: yes, Mr. Naylor last year
17) Are you a virgin?: yea
18) Do you smoke?: nope
19) Do you drink?: i havent in a long time
20) Are you ghetto?: oh so ghetto
21) Are you a player?: i dont think so
22) What are your favorite colors?: pink is phat
23) What is your favorite animal?: platypus
24) Do you have any birthmarks?: nope
25) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no
26) Who is/are your best friend(s)?: megan, sarah, jenna, brian, brandon
27) Have you ever beat someone up?: yea
28) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: it used to be megan but not anymore
29) Have you ever been slapped?: yes, last year at alysias party at the end of the school year...that was fun
30) Do you get online a lot?: yea
31) Are you shy or outgoing?: outgoing
32) Do you shower?: yea
33) Do you hate school?: yea
34) Do you have a social life?: your call
35) How easily do you trust people?: it depends what i trust them with
36) Have you ever lied to your bestfriend(s)?: ive covered things up
37) Do you have a secret that people would be surprised knowing?: i dont think so
38) Do you like to dance?: no
39) Have you ever been out of state?: yea
40) Do you like to travel?: i hate long car rides
41) Have you ever been suspended from school?: yea
42) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: i have a plan...
43) Are you spoiled?: no
44) Are you a brat?: no
45) Have you ever been dumped?: yea
46) What's your favorite drink?: wild cherry pepsi
47) Do you like Snapple?: i guess
48) Do you drink a lot of water?: no
49) What toothpaste do you use?: aquafresh. no idea
50) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: no
51) Do you have a curfew?: dont think so
52) Who do you look up to?: no one really
53) Are you a role model?: no
54) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: yea
55) What name brand do you wear the most?: no idea
56) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: does my pimp purple cast count?
57) What do you have pierced?: my scrotum
58) What do you want pierced?: nothing
59) Do you like taking pictures?: i guess
60) Do you like getting your picture taken?: no
61) Do you have a tan?: not really
62) Do you get annoyed easily?: yea
63) Have you ever started a rumor?: no
64) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: nope
65) Do you have your own pool?: no
66) Do you have any siblings?: brother named kevin
67) Have you ever been cheated on?: yea
68) Have you ever cheated on anyone?: yea
69) Do you get along with your parents?: my mom
70) How do you vent your anger?: sleep
71) Have you ever run away?: no not really
72) Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
73) Do you even have a job?: no
74) Do you daydream a lot?: yes
75) Do you have a lot of exes?: yea
76) Do you run your mouth?: yea
77) What do you want a tattoo of?: i have no idea
78) What do you have a tattoo of?: n/a
79) What are your favorite flowers?: n/a
80) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: i dont know
81) What does your most recent crush look like?: i dont know
82) Have you ever been bitched out?: yea
83) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: never i think
84) Are you rude?: im abnoxious
85) When was the last compliment you received?: my haircut this morning
86) Do you like getting dirty?: doing something fun yea
87) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
88) Are you flexible?: my knees are gay
89) What is your heritage?: portugese
90) What is your lucky number?: dont have one
91) What does your hair look like right now?: scraggly
92) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: i could but im not
93) Who are the most important persons in the world to you?: uh only a few
94) Describe your looks?: sexy, dead sexy
95) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: pink
96) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: dont think so
97) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yea
98) When was the last time you were drunk?: uh a while ago
99) When was the last time you went on a date?: does going to a play with your girlfriend and her mom and sisters count?
100) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: both
101) Have you ever given?: yea
102) Have you ever received?: yea
103) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
104) Do you have one now?: no
105) How many rings until you answer the phone?: two
106) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: no
107) If yes, when was the last time?: never
108) Do you look more like your mother or father?: my mom
109) Do you cry a lot?: no
110) Do you ever cry to get your way?: no
111) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: leg, wheel chairs are pimp
112) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: i dont know
113) Are you the romantic type?: i can if i want to be
114) Have you ever been chased by cops?: i dont think so
115) What do you like most about your body? not sure
116) What do you like least about your body?: not sure
117) Who was the last person you kissed?: uhh..
118) When was the last time you threw up? i dont know
119) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: brunettes
120) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: black
121) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: all the time
122) What about cleavage?: yes, because i have so much of it
123) Is your best friend a virgin?: probably
124) Have you ever fucked someone up?: how?
125) Have you ever been fucked up?: how?
126) What color are your underwear right now?: dark blue plaid
127) What theme does your room have?: gay
128) What size shoe do you wear?: 10
129) How are you feeling right now?: pretty
130) When was the last time you were at a party?: i dont even remember
131) Have you ever given a lapdance?: no
132) What do you sleep in?: i sleep in the nude
133) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: i dont think so
134) What is one of your bad qualities?: i break alot of promises
135) What is one of your good qualities?: im sexy
136) Would you marry for money?: no i dont think so
137) What do you drive?: nothing
138) Have you ever given or received roadhead? no
139) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: my mom i guess
140) What's does your lj username mean?: its soething i remember from an old cd cover
141) What's your favorite lj to read?: no ones i guess
142) When was the last time you cried in school?: never
143) Do you wear Chucks?: no?
144) For two million dollars, would you pose for playboy?: yea
145) What time are you finishing this?: 8:44pm

stephanie is th best

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 18:02:03 GMT

i love you more than a friend less than a girlfriend. thanks for being there through all of my mess ups and mistakes. im sorry i ever dissapointed you.

Great weekend, bad night.

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 01:04:49 GMT

saturday i hung out with brandon, then he left and came over with mikey shwartz, ive never met the kid before but us three had the craziest weekend. saturday night me and mikey slept over brandons. first we watched spawn which is a pretty good movie then mikey was like lets play the shoe game....
rules to the shoe game: sit on the ground with your legs open and try to hit the other persons nuts, and if you flinch, the person that threw the shoe gets to smack your nuts with the shoe. we played with a doc martin....
then brandon was looking for food and he found something like gopher nip and we smoked it. then today we went to the championship game...spaulding vs. dover....we got killed 6-0 in favor of dover. when the game ended it was 2 and my mom wasnt picking us up til 4 so we walked around campus for a little bit and we ran into some skaters and we were saying shit to them and they were just gay. after that we went to brooks and ate some stuff. then on the way back to the whit mikey was pressing the emergency buttons and on one the lady was like "emergency response whats the problem?" and mikey went "suck my cock" and we walked off thinking it was nothing, then 10 minutes later 3 police officers drove up on the side of the road and asked us to stop, they took our names and birthdates, then these crazy mountain bikers went down the stairs and this one guy almost fell over the railing.
then my mom picked us up.

steph<3

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 18:50:52 GMT

let me know if you read this so its worth anything if i update